I am secretly happy that I don’t get to see you this Sunday. I told you those 3 words…& I’m to scared.

But, It’s so much easier to let go now. I’m sad, but at the same time relieved. Two months of drama& you don’t bother trying to show me you care. I’m done. I don’t need you anymore Christian. You told everyone our business but its not enough for you to get in your car, drive 1hr 30mins to see me and tell me, “I’m sorry, I care about you. I messed up. But I still want to be with you.” You can’t do that much.

I thought you, of all people would understand the pain I’m ging throw. Our business is well know now. And, you don’t care.

Why should I bother putting effort in a relationship, when you don’t try at all?

Thank you for everything.

@2 years ago